Want it now fuck me kiss me will host. I wish I wish I would have told you how I truly felt about you but I failed to do that. I watched you in another's arms and was scared that I would never get to see you in my arms. I sit and think of all the things I should have said but when it came time to say them I was speechless. I remember the day we met and how I felt looking at you and what it did to me. I was so scared but you reassured me that you were scared too. We walked down the lonely road together until we came upon the fork in the road and then we decided that it was time to part ways. I tried to pull you towards me and you just pushed me away. I am sorry that we didn't always see eye to eye but that's what made our love so special. You gave me the best and worst of you, I only wish I would have weathered the storm with you. If I only had xxx chance to tell you how sorry I am I would. I gave away the best thing in my life and that was you. You saw me as a diamond in the rough and tried to polish me but I fought so hard to push you way and I was lying to myself to think that by polishing me you were changing me but at last you weren't, you just wanted the best for me. I try my best to keep it together but at night all I do is cry on my pillow realizing that we belong together. I tried so much to tell you those x little word that you wanted to hear but all I could say was I liked you. I think back on all the mistakes that I made and I don't blame you for anything you have said against me. I chased you like a dream but at last it was not to be. So for now I want to thank you for all the good you have done for me and this world. You have made this world a better place to live. You will always be in my heart and soul.